Hi
I'm new on here. I'm looking for some advice - or just someone to put my mid at rest.
This may be long, sorry.
I've been experiencing 'stuff' all of my life - used to see my Grandad's face in the wall, used to see a little girl in the corner of the livving room, hear voices, see things, dream things which come true in some sense, etc, etc, etc
I've come to realise this is me and would like to develop whatever it is I have - be it a gift or something else. I don't quite know how to go about it yet but I'm sure i'll see a sign when the time is right.
The thing that I am finding difficult is the spinning room - well, not so much the room spinning but me. When I lie down in bed (not every night but at least twice a month), if I don't go straight to sleep because I'm not tired enough and try to just relax, I fel as though I'm on a boat, rocking. It started about 4 years ago. The doctor gave me tablets for ears and balance, anti-depressants & beta-blockers for panic attacks. None of these things helped. It was happening almost everyday.
Now, I try to stay down stairs until I just can't stay awake any longer then I know I'll fll asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.
Does this happen to anyone else nd what do you think it is?
Thanks
Josie x